19 6 / 2013
"By and large, CPCs are not medical facilities, and most CPC volunteers who work directly with women are not medical professionals. Their main qualifications are a commitment to Christianity and anti-choice beliefs. Although CPCs historically have not employed medical staff, there is an emerging trend on the part of CPCs to gain validity by hiring part-time anti-choice medical providers and purchasing ultrasound equipment."
13 6 / 2013
Ok I shouldn’t be ranting about this here but I have to rant somewhere and it’s 2am so no one will answer their phones.
Tonight Daniel showed up at my house. To tell me that he still loves me and wants to be with me. Oh, and that he’s fucked eight people in the month since we broke up. AND HE CHEATED ON ME WITH FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE. FIVE.
I don’t even know how to deal with these feelings anymore. How am I supposed to react when someone who swore that they loved me, that they cared about me, that they wanted to spend their life with me just goes around and hooks up with five different people while I’m away at school? And oh yes, he had sex with some of them. How fucking fantastic is that?
I know I wasn’t perfect, but I wasn’t the one who walked away in the end, that was all him. And I can’t believe he had the audacity to come back and tell me that Ben will never love me (which I’m starting to believe but that’s a rant for another day) and that he can’t stop thinking about me and that we’re still supposed to be together.
I don’t know what to think. I don’t know how to feel. I just want for once in my life for someone to tell me that they love me and then not treat me like shit.
11 6 / 2013
Sometimes I just want to shake him and be like “WHY DON’T YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND WE ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER AND I WILL MAKE YOU FOOD AND CUDDLE AND WE CAN GO LIVE ON THE WATER AND PLAY MUSIC FOREVER AND HAVE TWO DOGS AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER JUST BE MY BOYFRIEND DAMN IT!”
and then I remember that this is not socially acceptable behavior, and he would probably run away.